Dream as if'll live 4eva,live as if yu'll die 2day

after hearing that it puts me back at square  one when I  thought I wanted nothing to do with you that I had every ounce of love gone for you I have to hear that. WHY CAN’t You JUST LET ME BE HAPPY!!:(

after hearing that it puts me back at square  one when I  thought I wanted nothing to do with you that I had every ounce of love gone for you I have to hear that. WHY CAN’t You JUST LET ME BE HAPPY!!:(

Silly boys texting me and what not, thinking they have a chance. Just because I’m single doesn’t mean I’m available:)<3
I want to give my all to someone and not be scared that I will regret it</3

Happy Thanks giving God has blessed me with so many things to be thankful for<3

  • Family
  • friends
  • Kara and josh*
  • and bay:)

God is truly surprising on what he can bring to us when we least expect it<3

I like how shitty of a bestfriend you are. It’s pointless to even tlk to you about it

To have someone come into ur life and turn it upside down is unexplainable.the love I hold for you is unimageniable.I gave you my heart and from this day forward I will give you my all. Baby I will love you forever
10/15/09<3


kinda want tht fucking dog tag back since it meant nothing to you nothing more then a jike. Fuck you 

I hate how I was going through my pictures and then I noticed I forgot to delete one of you:(

no one really understands how much my heart is breaking and how lost,hopeless and scared I’ve become. And no one gets how bad it kills me when they tell me to move on and tht he still loves me but wants nothing to do with me. I hatee this whole thing.

Do You…….

do you think about me as much as I do. Every place you go you can’t help but remembe a memory with us. Do you just sit in silence at school and think and get sad. Do you even think about me evenwhen someone doesn’t bring up my name. How about when you smoke you remember tlking to ur mom forever? Or in ur back room when you gave me medicine and rubbed my head cuz the medicine made me dead tired and I had cramps. How about on ur couch were the first days of hanging out we would just watch movies. Oh and how about this. During passing time are you onthe heater remembering me being on you are books being behind us and us being late to evey class.  or in ur room where on the computer u would sing me songs as i sat on ur lap or on ur bed when we spent the night together. ive never had so many memories with someone.  even when im with another guy texting or with i still cant but think tht i dont want them i want u. but im better but i miss you. i hate the airforce for taking u away from me and i hate you for letting it for completly cutting me outa ur life. but im sure when ur in a certain place tht makes me think of u i prolly dont even cross your mind.